Dirty Job

Phil and I have our own bathroom that's connected to our bedroom. Luckily, we don't have to share it with guests when people come over, which is great for me cuz I always have it looking AWFUL!!! I guess that since I know no one sees it I simply don't care about the messes I leave, and yeah, I'll admit it, I get lazy! What with my makeup brushes, flat iron, blow dryer, bobby pins, etc. scattered about, poor Phil doesn't have a square inch to call his own. Well, I got sick of all the clutter and finally did something about it! I gave it the cleaning of it's life. I scrubbed the bathtub, bleached the toilets and counter-tops and mopped/disinfected the floors and cleaned the mirrors. I got all my crap off the counter and into the little closet in the bathroom in an organized manner. Whew!! So I snapped a few pics to commemorate this magic moment in hopes that by sharing this with you, I'll feel ashamed to ever let it get that bad again.  I like seeing bare counter top, I really really do. I am going to truly make an effort to keep my bathroom looking like this from now on...you are my witness!!! So what do you think of my shockingly bright green walls? LOL,  don't answer that!! Who needs coffee when you wake up in the morning and walk into this?

The 5 Month Mark

So here is a picture of me in all my 5 months pregnant glory. =) Yeah, i just cut bangs again...it makes me feel like my old self again. There's so much going on, it's easy to get caught up in all the madness, so maybe that's why I so impulsively went for the scissors with no hesitation. I am so excited about how much life is going to change for us. It's crazy and I could easily be scared to death, but what good would that do? I've got to stay focused on always doing what's best for the gang, after all, it is my duty.<3
 Dax is learning so much so fast. He's talking so much and is so curious. Time goes by so fast when you have the honor and priviledge of seeing something develop and flourish right in front of your eyes... especially when it is a tiny little version of the person you love most in the world. And looking down at my growing belly..oh, it's such a trip! Hey little baby in there, I adore you. You make me laugh somehow. You make me feel amazing.

Somehow I Knew...

Ugh. I was looking so forward to my sonogram today. Last night I dreamt about it over and over again, only to wake up to my cell ringing. I pick up and heard the words "Hello, I'm calling from Dr._____'s office..." and I was like "NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!" in my head. Apparently the x-ray tech called in sick today. Ugh, damnit!! Are you freaking kidding me? This is so frustrating. The wait was long enough as it is. Maybe this is the Lord's way of showing me that perhaps I need to just chill and stop trippin so much. What better way to make you rethink your ways than a swift kick in the ass? All I can do is just breath. I am greatly disappointed but hey, I'll know someday, right?

Hello Stranger

That's what we say to folks we haven't seen in a while, LOL. I am so rusty, but I'm back now. My keyboard is missing a few buttons and that really makes me dislike typing, but well, I'll try to ignore it. Tomorrow is the day I FINALLY find out what I'm having. No more uncertainty, I cannot friggin wait! I can finally start choosing names and making stuff, plans, parties, etc. I am debating how I'll tell my family. I want to do it in a cute little funny way. My in-laws don't want to find out the gender until the baby is here, so I have to be a little careful about posting stuff on the net. I'm very excited, although I'm not looking forward to sitting in the doctors office for like hours waiting because he's always running late. You see, my OBGYN is the pimp-daddy of gyno's so he's very busy. I totally think it's worth the wait though. I feel super super safe in is care.

life-taking applications

It is no secret that I am on Facebook, like all day long! I get free time, I check my wall. Is that a crime? I am so hooked on Farmville and Cafe World. What can I say? I have a place in my heart for all things "cute". I wondered why I was so attracted to things of this nature (I also LOVE MySims for the Wii) and realized that it's the creative side of me that loves the planning and designing aspect of it...it is a lot of fun and I highly recommend that you find one that you can enjoy! These are stills from my actual farm and cafe. As you can see, it's pretty damn adorable!!

Why I Would Love to Go to JAPAN...

A series of photos i ripped off the internet...

Could, Not Should

It's November already (my b-day month...teehee) and the holidays will be upon us soon. I really wanted to share this awesome song by this awesome band called The Action Design. ~~~> The song is called "Could, Not Should". The lyrics are very thought provoking and inspiring and I thought I'd share this with you, especially in light of the coming new year. I hope you like it as much as I do!<3
Album: Never Say (2008)


Ready or not
It's winter again
That wonderful time when we go inside our heads
Reflect and deny

It's been a battle
Year after year
Planning on winning by a landslide if I can control
The fire in my eyes

This new year my resolution will hold
I'm gonna take my sledgehammer
I'm gonna break the mold

This new year my resolution will hold
I'm gonna take my sledgehammer
I'm gonna break the mold

Even with all my stitches
The incision is too deep
Too deep to heal

That's why I'll write this down
So everybody knows it
And I can't ignore the way I feel

This new year my resolution will hold
I'm gonna take my sledgehammer
I'm gonna break the mold

This new year my resolution will hold
I'm gonna take my sledgehammer
I'm gonna break the mold

This new year my resolution will hold
I'm gonna take my sledgehammer
I'm gonna break the mold