how time flies...

I'm sitting here at the obgyns office waiting for him because for some reason he's not here, but anyway...I'm not due for another four weeks and I can't help but think about how Dax was born three and a half weeks early. Will that happen again this time? It's all so crazy. I worry about my son and I don't want him to worry about me. I want him to be out with family having so much fun that he doesn't even notice my absence. And of course I pray that the new baby and I will be okay after the delivery. It's exciting and terrifying all at the same time. I know I just have to be positive and have faith in God. That's all I can do. <3 Anyway I hear the doctor right outside my door. Smell you later!

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losing sleep

So its been a super long time since my last entry. I'm approaching the eighth month mark in my pregnancy and life is becoming a little, shall we say, uncomfortable. It is 4:45 a.m and I've got pretty bad heartburn. So bad in fact that my inner ears feel like they're burning too. Also, my sciatic nerve has been pinched since the very beginning of this pregnancy, which one, sucks and is painful, and two, limiting my ability to bend down or lift anything. It's very frustrating because having a two year old means I'm doing those movements anyway, it just kinda hurts like hell when i do. Ugh. But enough complaining, yeah pregnancy is no joke. Just because you see folks getting pg all the time doesn't make it any less special or challenging. Each time really is amazing and should be treated as such. =) I'm so excited to meet my baby...life is going to be crazy but I can't wait to welcome her into the world. I cant wait to see Phillips face the first time he holds her in his arms and I cant wait to introduce her to Dax. Its crazy how in life you start off as just one and then next thing you know, you're part of a whole new little family, a family of four!! Crazy!!

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